I am sorry

She has thrown away the phone,
She is not listening,
The cell is singing loud,
She is not picking,
She saw me with her,
She walked out on me,
She left me broken,
I feel so guilty,
She has taken away all,
Our love is history,
And all I can do,
Is cry in misery,
I am sorry.

So wherever I go,
I miss her soul,
She has taken my life,
Left a gaping hole,
Every second I cry,
Every second I bleed,
I don’t get it why,
Why I did that deed?
And whatever I do,
It feels so hollow,
I just shout out loud,
Words hard to swallow,
I am sorry.

She has broken her phone,
The ring is silent,
She closed door on me,
Never seen her violent,
I drown in my shame,
I stand bared outside,
Waiting for the calm,
Let her anger subside,
Tonight is the night,
I swear on her name,
I will never do something,
To make me say again,
I am sorry.